The opportunity

I have wrote about this before. That we shouldn't missed the opportunity, because you never know what will happen. But, when suddenly the opportunity come to me today, I feel confuse. It's because this is an opportunity that I've never imagine before. It's my childhood dreams that I had buried long time ago. Actually, of course there will be some steps before getting it. But, I still don't know whether it will suite me or not. It just too random for now. 

Should I try it? Everyone said yes. At first I say yes, and now I'm started to worry. That's why we are suggested to do everything as soon as we can, because if you delay it, you will start to worry, and build your own wall in your way.

So? Just try. Maybe.

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Visionaries

A visionaries always makes me a little envious. It's because they know what they want, so they can plan and do something to reach the goal. Me? I think I'm not visionaries enough, right now. Most of the time, I'm a type of people who is going with the flow. It's not because I don't have a goal, it just a little bit blur. I mean, for now, I still confuse what I really want to be. Hmm. Yeah, about something related to my career, a job choice. Basically, I want to be a professional dentist who can benefit people. But, it is still too general, isn't it? How is the question. Should I be a lecturer, civil servant, or clinician, it's still hard for me to choose. All of it can lead me to reach my goal. But, of course each of them has their own drawbacks and advantages. I still confuse about what will fit me the most. Yeah, of course I should decide. Maybe, what I need to do is be honest with my self about things that I really enjoy. And of course, the confidence is the key. Okay, I'll try to be confident and be visionaries. Insya Allah. :)

Another Wedding Day

2 of my friends are getting married today. I met some of my high school friends. Some of them came alone, and some of them came with their spouse and their children. Every time I came to a wedding, there is a FAQ alias Frequently Ask Question, which is 'kapan nyusul' question. Then I just can smile and ask them to pray for me. Haha. But, attending a wedding party is always makes me happy. It's because I can be a part of someone history of life.

Btw, don't ask me when will I get married. It will be better if you just pray for me. :D

Best In Me

Okay, as you know that today is March 1st, 2013. What's so special about that? Hmm. No, nothing. It's just  suddenly I realized that Allah has Gives me a lot of things, a lot of talents, a lot of opportunity, yeah, a lot of good things in my life. But, I think I haven't use it maximally. Yeah, looking at successful young person always give me a pinch. Little pinch but quite painful. Because it makes me think that I have been waste a lot of time in my life. Sometime, laziness, fear, which I made by myself, are the things that prevent me to be the best version of my self. Today, someone give me another little pinch. And I hope this little pinch will encourage me to be better than before. I hope and I believe that I can explore more and maximize all the best of me and be the best version of my self. Ya. Insya Allah. Aamiin.

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